Saturday, 22 December 2012

Winter Trip 14 Dec - 30 Dec - Finland

A trip that I did look forward to and will get to experience lot of first time even it had been the third time I am back to my second home, my baby's homeland. This will be the very first time that I get to experience a White Christmas. The cold is worst that I expected but already getting used to it. The record breaking weather that I had experience is during yesterday -22 degree celsius. First time seeing crowded shopping malls as people are rushing to buy Christmas gifts and also the foods over the festive holiday. As most shops will be close during festive period. Super excited where we got to decorate Christmas Tree in Santa's country. It feel quite special as back in Singapore, my family does not really celebrate Christmas just a normal gathering. Will get to help out my boyfriend's mom in preparing the Christmas food and hopefully learn some Finnish words again. x

Sunday, 25 September 2011

Missing You

Although we start to get use to being far apart from each other, I still miss you a lot. Everything that we do together, still stay so fresh in the memory and it just make me miss you much much more.

Some simpler things always make me think back of US TOGETHER. Recently, it kept raining here. It make me think of those time when we walk in the rain, our Ikea trip in Singapore during your first visit and also my second visit in Finland. Makes me remember the autumn weather in Finland, us walking in the rainy weather often and exploring new towns then. Us soaking up in the cafe, sipping our hot coffee and enjoying the rain drop falling on the glass door.

Looking back at all the wonderful time we had together, its soon our 3rd year anniversary, Oct 12. Time do pass fast, it might not be a bad thing as it will meant we will be CLOSE together again and then the next time, it will be for LONG. Of course, being together for three years, we have learnt a lot and do have our fair share of ups and downs. Baby, congrats about being 3 years together, our relationship have grow much stronger than it once is. Of course, 3 years and counting till the end of time. Being apart is not a choice, the truth is you are NEVER apart from me cause u live in my heart and mind.

Baby, the question that you keep pestering me for an answer during my whole vacation trip really do makes me happy. The answer will only be given to you on that faithful days. I am really happy to know that you are so sure about me being THE ONE for you. I am still thankful to have meet you and have you in my life. You are always so caring, loving and wonderful. Thank you bunny for being my precious, my lover and my everything. You do bring out the best of me. We surely do complement each other always. Of course, they are a lot of things we will have to learn still from each other and also learn together to make our life better.

I love you, honey baby. Thank for being my special someone. Miss you a lot. x

Sunday, 11 September 2011

I'm Back in Singapore

I am back in Singapore since yesterday evening. Still experiencing the mixed feeling of being home again. Of course, I am happy to be back here as I do miss my family a lot too. I am also sad at the same times cause I miss my baby and his family. I am just blessed lady that have two homes at two totally different country.

Like the movie we watched together at summer cabin, ¨New in Town¨which is about a city girl who have to move to a small town cause of her work. In the end, her mindset was change by the warmness of the small town people and she fall in love with the town guy.

It really make me think about us a little. Living in the city do shape your mindset and lifestyle,such as, we are more competitive in everything that we do. Living in small town area, life is more laid back.

Baby, while we were travelling to some other town, I am thinking whether I will get used to a life like these. I think I could get used to the lifestyle over at Finland but will require some time to adjust. Your grandmom asked when am I moving over there. The answer is that I am not ready to move over as yet but eventually I will. My parents will really wish you to be here first so that they will feel more secure for me to be living so far away from them. Hence, we will stick to our PLANS.

Love you, honeybaby. xx

Sunday, 28 August 2011

At my Second Home - FINLAND

Hi from Finland.

12 hours of flight & 4 hours of train ride. Finally, I reached my second home at Kokkola, Finland. The sense of familiarity and being able to meet my baby's family again. It really feel good to be here.

Although, this year cause its already late summer, I won't get to see my favourite purple flowers on the roadside and those yellow fields.

Really adored my baby's mom a lot. She is wonderful. She move a cupboard into my boyfriends' room just for me to place my clothes. Cooked my favourite dish, salmon in cream sauce and potato. She afraid of me getting cold so she passed me the woolen socks. Even though, we can't really communicate to each other cause of the language barrier. I find that our relationship are special and really adore her a lot.

I am still trying my best to learn Finnish but can't learnt much on my own in Singapore. Of course, I really do hope I already master Finnish so that can speak with my baby's family. Hope I get to see all of them during my stay here.

Signing off as for now. Missing my family in Singapore too. (my baby also miss Singapore and my family.) x

PS- Both of us called each other country as SECOND HOME <3

Wednesday, 1 September 2010

Wonderful Birthday,

Though this year, you are not here to spend my birthday with me. You still made me the happiest girl on earth just like the first year that we knew each other. The surprised birthday present that arrive at my house door. Though this time round, I sort of guessed it but u really made me super curious for the entire day even while I am at work.Baby, I would like to thanks you for the beautiful surprise and the ever sweetest mail. I am so in love with you.

Of course, there will be another wish that I always wanted since the day we become a couple... I want to be CLOSE to you. I am looking forward to your trip here and our trip to Bangkok with my family. Then, my next trip to Finland till the time where we get to live in the same country.

Tuesday, 3 August 2010

Suomi Day 11

This post is late by a week more as it is really difficult to write this post with those strong emotions inside me. I am still very emotional about that day… The day where my holiday had come to an end and I have to part with my dearest baby and his family.

We woke up very early in the morning as we had to get ready and take the train. I passed the little present that I got for Ari’s mom as to thanks her for taking good care of me during my trip there. I did write in Finnish with the help of my baby though. Then, his mom drove us to the train station. During the parting, his mom hugged me and both of us tears. She said to me in English.. Take care and see u soon. Aww, that really warm my heart cause she don’t really speak English and also that she tears when we hugged. I love my baby’s mom a lot too. Even though, we can’t really communicate but she is so warm and friendly to me. I really miss his family a lot.

During the train ride, we held each other hand very tightly. We didn’t talk as much as during our trip to his hometown cause we are sad that we are going to be far apart. My baby said he wish he could just have me stay there with him. I told him that I am just on a business trip, soon we will be close together. We shared some kisses along the long train ride. Looking out of the window, seeing the gorgeous scenery, I really like Finland a lot.

At the airport, both of us hugged each other and cry. At first, I thought it will be much easier to say bye to each other at the airport. Oh well, it is still too much to be far apart from each other. I really wish that my baby could come back to Singapore with me. Looking at the bright side, he will be coming late September and early October.

I misses EVERYTHING in Finland especially my baby and his family. I am looking forward to my next visit to Finland.

Saturday, 17 July 2010

Suomi Day 10

I will be leaving tomorrow evening. I am feeling super sad so is my baby. Oh well, we will be meeting each other this coming October again. I will still miss u a lot, baby bunny. Love u.

Today, one of his cousin kid’s birthday. So in the afternoon, we went to the cuties house to celebrate his birthday with him. Before u even enter the house, u will get shoot by the water guns by the cuties. Of course, I didn’t get shoot as I am a guest. My poor baby almost trip n fell on the slope up the house but luckily he found his step. Then, we ate the birthday cake made by his cousin and all the cookies with Finnish coffee. Then baby tried to take those cuties picture but they keep trying to hide from his camera. As if my baby are playing hide and seek with them.

We came home. His brother gave me a hug as he will be away when I leave the house for some volunteer work. He wish that I had a pleasant flight and asked me to come back soon. Aww, so sweet. After an hour, we left for his another cousin house where the barbecue was held. I got to know more aunts and cousins there but too bad grandmom was not there. I am starting to miss all of them already.

Baby, I really wish that I could bring u back with me. I know we will do great even if we are apart again. I love you most.